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Well, I went through COVID for two weeks and basically slept through them. I'm getting better now, but I still have my COVID-brain I think. Or it could be repressed grief. I sleep a lot, but that means dreaming about my mom a lot, and some of them are frighteningly self-aware.
I am having trouble focusing on anything, and it amazes me how much of my life was wrapped up in interactions that involved my mom. My dad and I have a pretty good relationship, but I feel like both of us don't feel a lot like conversation when we're getting over this illness and nothing is going on in our lives.
I wish I could concentrate on anything. I wish I could write fic or play a game or do much of anything, but I feel like the lack of feedback from anything makes it hard to get back onto anything.
I am having trouble focusing on anything, and it amazes me how much of my life was wrapped up in interactions that involved my mom. My dad and I have a pretty good relationship, but I feel like both of us don't feel a lot like conversation when we're getting over this illness and nothing is going on in our lives.
I wish I could concentrate on anything. I wish I could write fic or play a game or do much of anything, but I feel like the lack of feedback from anything makes it hard to get back onto anything.
