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Day 4 - Comment to someone you haven't ever interacted with before or introduce yourself to someone you've interacted with and friend/follow them.

Did this.

Promote three communities, challenges, blogs, pages, Twitters, Tumblrs or platforms and explain why you love them.

My friend [tumblr.com profile] morethanprinceofcats is honestly the thing I miss most about being on tumblr regularly. She seems to have had neither cause nor motivation to move anywhere else, but her blog is honestly just so good. It is a combination of a peaceful flow of her beautiful aesthetic and a lot of really hard-hitting, good media criticism that she isn't trying to impress the Fandom Powers That Be with and I just love her a lot even if we don't talk much.

Reconnected with an internet person I really like overall through her running [twitter.com profile] incorrectfateqs instead of just on tumblr. I love these things, so much. Fate is such a heavy, dense mythology and story that the silliness for it, canon or fanon, is needed and great.

Can I cheat and just go with dreamwidth for my last recommendation? It's circular and not going to lead anywhere new, but I just really enjoy having this type of outlet again. It's so much less pressure than other blogging or microblogging platforms, and it is so "if it ain't broke, don't fix it" in terms of its functionality. If you're willing to read the documentation you can do almost anything with it, and there isn't the pressure to have this pristine white page where you only ever talk in pt. 5 typeface.

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Day 3

In your own space, share a favorite piece of original canon (a TV episode, a song, a favorite interview, a book, a scene from a movie, etc) and explain why you love it so much.


"You Are My King" - Scene from Fate/Zero



Hmmm... there are a lot of things I could go with, and if I tried to be equitable and to share a bit of everything I loved, then I would never finish this post. However, since I have been trying to stop feeling like I have such a strangely traumatic relationship with Fate/Type Moon, and I've been reading a bit of the VN and watching Zero when I can lately, the first thing that came to mind was a scene from Fate/Zero. I can't actually find it on YouTube or anything in full, but I can share the legit CrunchyRoll link and give a timestamp:

About 14:50-through the end of the scene: (Sub) https://www.crunchyroll.com/fatezero/episode-23-the-ocean-at-the-end-of-the-world-596235 (Dub) https://www.crunchyroll.com/fatezero/episode-23-the-ocean-at-the-end-of-the-world-681051

Iskandar: I just remembered. There was something I meant to ask you.

Waver: Huh?

Iskandar: Waver Velvet, would you serve as my retainer?

Waver: You... You are my king. I will serve you, swearing fealty to you. I want to follow where you go! I want to share your dream!

Iskandar: Very well. As king, it is my duty to inspire others to dream. And as a retainer, it is your duty to see my dream through, and to pass tales down to future generations. Live on, Waver. Watch to the end, and then tell the story. Tell them of your king, of Iskandar's charge!


Throughout the last several scenes Waver and Rider | Iskandar, share, it is so clear that Waver has reached a point of attachment to and admiration of Iskandar that he does not want to let him go. He has become swept up in the majesty and terror of what they have been going through together, and he has learned to see the world through Iskandar's eyes with something he had never known or allowed himself to see before. Then, just knowing that Waver is willing to do that, Iskandar finds a means and an end to save Waver's life and does not shame him for his tears, as he would have before, and my heart is so full and so broken.

This whole episode is just gut-wrench after gut-wrench, but it never ceases to amaze me how much more attached I get to Waver as time goes on. I'm super excited to watch Episode 0 of the Case Files anime that I can't believe is happening - and I've even heard it's good! Waver starts out as a character who is both sympathetic and cocky, and he is the character whom you just know will die. Every moment, every time he does something stupid or impulsive or proud, you're waiting for it. But he doesn't. He survives. And this touching moment with Iskandar and him realizing a higher ideal, just simply not being practical and also finding some kind of passion in this sympathetic exercise makes me tear up every time. I would have to write a full essay on why "You Are My King," makes me DIE INSIDE but also SOAR WITH JOY, but I just... am so proud of Waver for standing there and staying on his feet, watching and knowing that Iskandar's time has come. He doesn't want it, but he accepts it, and I think maybe that is the biggest part of his character development, and there is something just almost ineffable about their relationship. I don't ship it. Some people do, but I don't. It's one of those things that, personally, I think has more meaning if one doesn't see it that way. But either way, it's just beautiful.

And if you don't feel like looking up the video, you can just listen to the score and hear how beautifully evocative it is. It is some of my favorite music ever. I almost tear up right on cue with the scene with the music, not because I've got it fully memorized or anything, but because it is so perfect at conveying this sublime, terrible emotion that is woven throughout the scene itself. Maybe it is because the Ionian Hetairoi has vanished BEFORE that big soaring choir, but I just need to lie down afterward.



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Day 2

Rec at least three fanworks that you didn’t create.


Being totally honest, I have been guilty of not reading as much as I should in fandom circles for a long time. I have been a very vocal proponent for giving feedback to the fanfic one does read, but I haven't been as good to seek out fic as I used to be. I read "real books" even less. Some English teacher I am, though I have always admitted that maybe I was more of a grammar and linguistics fan when it came to academics than a literature buff like most English teachers seem to be. I'm really hopeful and encouraged that I've been reading more fic and even more canon material more often since I've started focusing on spaces like DreamWidth rather than the endless, fruitless, silent scrolling on tumblr.

I do have a few things I can rec, though! Without question. I just hope that I can consume more at a steady and reasonable rate so that this won't be so lopsided in the future.




There is one, singular, amazing fanfic that I revisit over an over even when it isn't my main fandom wheelhouse and that I look at again and again to the point that it distracts me from even seeking out new fanworks...

Blue Sky by waffles

Portal, Chell/Wheatley

Meteors, signals, apologies, and that tricky little thing called humanity- four years after the events of Portal II, Wheatley's been handed a second chance, but it's not going to be plain sailing…


Portal, as a fandom, was a strange experience for me. I played it during a summer when I was having a lot of emotional growing pains and was petty isolated no matter what I seemed to do, even moreso than usual. I was trying to be healthy and also really itching to get out of the house, so between playing Portal and moping around, I took music with me to a state park a lot and did a bunch of walking. While walking, I daydreamed about Portal and the negative space in the subtly told story, even before I got to Portal 2 which has a much more developed, centralized narrative. I posted about it on tumblr one day, and from the tag I met someone who did a very excellent roleplaying rendition of GLaDOS. From there, I became a pretty well-known (for a moment) Chell RPer on tumblr, and while that didn't last long, I still RP Chell on a website called Pandora. She always come back to me.

Early on in my experience with the fandom, I got asked a lot if this fic had inspired the way I wrote Chell. It hadn't. I had never heard of it, and I have never considered shipping Chell and Wheatley at all. I mean, he's a robot ball? And not even that kind of robot. But this fic had a reputation. Lots of people loved it, and a few people hated it. The main reason for that response, I think, on both sides was how much it humanized Wheatley, quite literally. I just love the way this story is written. It is way up there with the novels I have managed to read as an adult. I am consumed with love for it every time I think about it.

It is not even that I "agree" or espouse every headcanon-y thing in it. If I have one major issue to take with it, it is the way in which this narrative and the fandom that likes Wheatley at large conflates the character of Wheatley and the person of Stephen Merchant together a bit too closely. I appreciate that way in which the office (as in, the UK The Office, I think a lot of the time) dynamics are translated into the Aperture environment - I think it's done brilliantly and in a way that is in line with the background canon we are given. However, I do think that there is some internal contradiction with the background given to Chell with regard to how she got involved in the story, given the canon, to make that part of the story more tropey meet ugly/cute. But it's so well done that I can overlook my few hang-ups with it. It is one of the most tightly and beautifully written stories I've ever read in terms of the fact that no detail is wasted, but it doesn't feel rush. It is rich, alive, and lovely, and one of the best plot or ship fics I've ever read.




A lot of people seem to think of fanvidding as a dated art, from what I can tell, but I absolutely love it. I had just gotten a little bit of prowess during the era of .avis and some kind of weird extension thing on Windows Movie Maker when the technology marched on forever. It is one of my dearest wishes to make fanvids again someday. I recently got a new external harddrive, and it is one of the things I hope to do as a result. I love fanvid as this very stand-alone and yet very communicative, transformative commentary on a canon. Some people manage to use fanvids to create convincing AUs, but it is often more of a comment or perspective on what is already there, and I see it almost as a flipside of the coin to what I love most about fanfic. There is one pair of videos by [youtube.com profile] KatrinDepp that are my favorite that I can ever think of.

I don't really ship Clara and Twelve per se, but I adore their relationship for the complicated mess it is. One of my biggest cool down and walk way moments with a Doctor Who conversation I ever had was someone who hated S8 and considered it out of character, because S8 and S9 of Doctor Who are two of my favorite narrative arcs ever.

These videos go together, one after the other, and contain spoilers for S8/S9 of Doctor Who. The second one is the BEST, but it means so much more with the first.









It's hard to come up with a third specific instance, if only because of the abundant number of fics I have received through fic exchanges. I don't want to be nepotistic by choosing one by a close personal friend, though I could recommend anything by my best friend [archiveofourown.org profile] sheeana. However, one fic and other creator whom I'd consider a friendly face in fandom but more distant is a user named [personal profile] megkips / [archiveofourown.org profile] megkips that I met through Fate fandom very early on in being invested enough to write fic.

One fic of theirs that comes to mind is one that they wrote for me for GenEx one year in our same-fandom acquaintance ship:

Diaulodromia by megkips

Sakura and Shirou test the bounds of their friendship as Shirou slowly but surely becomes the Heroic Spirit he was always meant to be. Archer has a different perspective.


It comes to mind among all of them and even in this fandom (of which I've probably read the most, if only in betaing, over the past few years) because it doesn't deal with a ship. I've always been uncomfortable shipping Sakura with anyone on the terms that the canon seems to give us, and I am pretty firmly in the camp of shipping Shirou with Rin and/or Saber. However, I really hate the notion that just because a person isn't romantically involved with someone that they fade in all importance, which tends to take over in "romantic" fiction. This fic is so softly written and handles a sustaining friendship between Shirou and Sakura and looks at Arhcer's retrospective on it - the fact that he can still care all that time later, even if she isn't and never was his lover. I love it so much.

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