prixmium | Falling off the wagon

I lasted almost two weeks before falling off the wagon of trying to regularly post on here. It started being rough when I started working on the 6th. I'm currently doing an interim assignment with second grade, and it is emotionally exhausting. I'm not the kind of person who dislikes kids, as some people I know are. I think kids are cute, and I enjoy being around them to a point. However, I have known since my earliest days of substitute teaching that second grade was a particularly difficult age group for me. I have to work, though.

I can't wait for this month to be over.

It was my original thought that I'd have made a youtube video by the end of January. That didn't happen, though. I got absolutely exhausted from my job even before I got sick. Then I contracted a cold of some kind and am still feeling pretty blah as a result.

Over the past couple of days, when I have been conscious, I've felt more like I have actual thoughts. I know that sounds strange, but I suffer with brainfog pretty intensely.

I long for the day when my brain works and I have actual interests again.