prixmium | Re: Thoughts (Reply)

>> I tend to sleep almost the entire time I'm home. <<

That's a vicious circle -- always tired, no time for yourself, no motivation to stay away. My sympathies.

>> Because I'm always in a state of knowing I'm not where I want to be exactly in life, I have a hard time investing in my surroundings and hobbies that I can't pick up and carry with me online.<<

Hobbies and interests don't have to be physical objects. Reading, writing, learning languages, singing, birdwatching -- those are all highly portable. Making friends online might help with a sense of community.

>> I want to get a small garden box or a hydroponic garden in the next year,<<

That sounds nice.

>> but I'm also trying to get a job in Tokyo, so there's always this reason it's better to not accumulate anything else I would want to take with me.<<

Yeah, that's hard to deal with. If you're determined to aim for Tokyo, what about trying to form advance anchors there? You might study the plants and animals of the area, figure out what could grow there. Or look for clubs and other social groups.

>>I will look at that circle of life thing you linked! <<

I hope it helps.